Hmmm, so... Trying to do this without upsetting anyone but I feel the need to write a little as today does mark a new start! I don’t regret anything, its taught me a lot, but I'm not going to stay with someone that I’m not secure with and who wasn’t dieing for me back. There’s no point in me fighting, begging and getting close again just to end in the same position, I'll just end off being the worst after. And I know he won’t be changing his mind now, but maybe if a couple of things hadn’t happened or had been sorted out earlier things would be different and I might want to stay close. But I do think its best if we stay away from each other for a while, I don’t want to get my hopes up just to end up in the same place all over again.

But anyway... Enough of that, I wont dwell in the thoughts of what could have been anymore. I've got so many great ideas in my head at the moment and its just finding the time to write them all down before they wander off. Also I'm so glad my path has changed now, there are so many things I want to do and see this summer!